I gave my childhood away, there is no turning back now. I forever have to live with my mistakes.

I've done something terribly stupid. It is something I forever will regret. Somwthing that could ruin my life and my body. It's supposed to be beautiful, passionate, and loving. Shared to symbolize love and companionship. It shouldnt be done out of lust and frustration. This undoable mistake could turn my life upside down in little less than a year. It can make or take lives.

I've got a little secret....

I've got a little secret and I will never tell... It's mine to keep forever and never, never tell. I've promised to keep it and keep it I shall.