Saturday, February 17, 2007

THOMAS CHERRY!!!!!


Thomas Cherry is an fucking egotistcal, cockey son of a bitch. He thinks he's god and that he can control everyone and everything. He thinks he knows every thing. He pisses me off screw tactics. Some thing hasnt to be done to damage the fastly growing ego of his.
GRARRRARRRRGGARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!
I apologize for any person, place, or thing harmed in the making of this blog post (Except Tom at the moment I wouldnt care if he burned in the deepest darkest depths of Hell...) Love Danee

I am not readable...

At least i dont think I am. Im only readable if I want to be right?
I hope my life isnt one big open book that would suck ass...

Friday, February 09, 2007

It just seems like...

He doesn't want to talk to me. When were around each other it's like some one's just died. I wish I knew what was up. I enjoy being around him. He was something(one) I felt secure about in my life, I felt that he was a person a could trust, that he was a person I was safe around. But now I feel confused, alone, forgotten, unable to emote. What do I do and how do I do it? I want to make things un akward between us. I wonder if I'm sending off a creepy stalker vibe that's the last thing i would want to do.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

I don't know what I did....

iI don't know what I did but ever since I told Kendall I liked him things have been kind of akward between us even though he said they wouldn't be. I dont know waht to do about it. I think I'm going to talk to him about it though. Hopefully things dont become even more akward.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

What have I done to desevre this...

I want to know what I did to desevre this kind of treatment by my parents.
This sudden distrust in me is cruel.
Yesterday I was helping Kendall with a show at the scera, my parents knew I was there and they told me to be haome by ten. the show went late and i was home at eleven. I got grounded for a week i can except that but this morning I left my house in a rage because I got in a fight with my grandmother who accused me of lying about going to the scera last night and that it was all a set up so i could go behind her back and meet up with some boy to do who knows what with. I makes me angery to know that my parents dont trust me when i have done nothing to desevre their distrust.FUCK!!!! Ill be so glad when im 18 and i dont have to listen to them any more

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Weebls Stuff - Crabs

Weebls Stuff - Crabs
Hehehehe I think this is funny!

I think I broke his heart...

This email makes me sad:

Danee,
It’s okay, you don’t have to lie. You are suddenly acting differently then normal; I have to assume that you have talked to Jessamyn. She hates me and if you talked to her, I have to assume that you do to. I think that she has a twisted view of who I really am, she has based her view of my entire character off of one small string of events. I don’t think that any explanation on my part is going to change your mind. You have no reason to doubt what Jessy says other then my word. I like you and am sorry to find that you no longer return any further interest.
I don’t expect you to respond but if you decide to, will you tell me what she said that about me. I am interested to know what she thinks. I don’t expect her to tell me, even if I asked. Sorry I wasted your time.

--Alex
I think I broke the poor boy's heart.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

A new addtion to my man sundae.

I've made a new addtion to my chocolate man sundae. And his name is Jordon.
He is BEAUTIFUL. I have yet to find a flaw in him.

How do I tell him.

Sticking to the thought of getting over"him" I've found some one I think i like but I just dont know how to tell him because I think he's already sort of involved with someone. But i could be wrong. There is hope in this situation and that's a good thing. i just have to find the right words and the courage to tell him my feelings. But I think we need to get a bit better acuanted before i'll do anything but it's comming along.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

My New Year's Resolution.

I've come to the conclusion that i need to forget "him" and move on if i dont i will never learn to love again. so forget, forgive and move on.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Trust is a very strong word...

Trust is a very storng word to be using so freely. When I told him I trusted him I thought I ment it, but maybe I should have thought about it a bit more.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Fuck how could I be so dumb

After I was in a deep chat with Aj via messanger monday night I was told that I still had a chance with him. But after reading Jessy's last post( love you!) thingz are rather confusing.
FUCK! My brain hurts, to much to think about oh well. I should have knowen though. AJ is a pathilogical flirt. and I knew he liked Jessy, I KNEW! I can only blam myself for what has happened.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

I made it!

I made it in Macbeth! That makes me happy. Im playing the Doctor.

Monday, December 04, 2006

umm...ok

So about my last blog i was in a akward mood so ignore it

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Is it wrong?

Is it wrong to be atracted to a shopmore? Because I am... his name is Austin he is so freakin cute, and he's nice, and he as a great personality. i have yet to find a flaw in him basically he's perfect.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Overworked...

Im so tired, sick, and stressed out.
I know im on the verge of a complete and udder break down im just waiting for it to happen. so it can be over and done with so i can get back to my non important life. it's really wearing me out i cant sleep I've hardly been eating and when i do eat it makes my stomach hurt.
I just need some where to vent my emotion and then ill be fine.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Belly Fat...

Belly fat is like going to Vegas once you get over the hill you can see the Strandalshpere.

Im so tired!

With Les Mis starting soon I haven't been able to get very much sleep and it's starting to catch up with me. I think im going to go crazy. hehehehe.....hehe..ha...h.....a......h................a.....yep Im crazy oh well.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Help!

So i found out today that Tom broke up with Sheraya and Im worried about the both of them because Tom is drowning his sarrows in food and Sheaya doesnt understand why Tom would break up with her and she so depressed about it she;s cutting herself Ive been through the whole causing yourself pain to make your self fell better thing and i know what its like.
They both is want each other. how can i help them both with out causing them more pain?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

WHY CAN'T IT ALL BE OVER?

Im starting to feel the stress of Les Mis big time.
Today I realized we have 11 days before we have to have ALL of the costumes done.
And im freaking out because half our cast is flaking out and we are only about half way in where we need to be with costumes. Fuck! And on top of it all I have inductions and SASTS. But I can let anyone know im stressed out i have to keep my cool for the sake of my position and for the cast and for Criman. I cant let Criman down he'd hate my for it. I think everyone would. A big part of this musical depends on me and if I fail everyone is going to hate me for it.
ANGER, FRUSTATION, FUCK!