Tuesday, October 31, 2006


So i found out today that Tom broke up with Sheraya and Im worried about the both of them because Tom is drowning his sarrows in food and Sheaya doesnt understand why Tom would break up with her and she so depressed about it she;s cutting herself Ive been through the whole causing yourself pain to make your self fell better thing and i know what its like.
They both is want each other. how can i help them both with out causing them more pain?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006


Im starting to feel the stress of Les Mis big time.
Today I realized we have 11 days before we have to have ALL of the costumes done.
And im freaking out because half our cast is flaking out and we are only about half way in where we need to be with costumes. Fuck! And on top of it all I have inductions and SASTS. But I can let anyone know im stressed out i have to keep my cool for the sake of my position and for the cast and for Criman. I cant let Criman down he'd hate my for it. I think everyone would. A big part of this musical depends on me and if I fail everyone is going to hate me for it.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

To help him I'll repair my tortured heart.

I've desided to forget my feelings for Casey, our friendship is more important then my secret passion towards him. But I fear for him, yesterday I found out that his so called "girlfriend" is entertanining his emotions for the time being and then when she feels the time is right she's going to break him. I don't think it will be a pretty sight.
So now I ask what do I do? Should I talk to him about it?
He's so stubbor. I don't want him to get angery with me.
Should I talk to her about it?
I can't allow her to hurt him.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

My heart just got ripped out!

Ok i dont mean to sound like a complete emo but anywoos I was talking to Casey Price on msn and I find out that he's going out with my friend Kori. at the exact moment he told me I felt like my heart got ripped violently out of my chest, ripped in two, and smashed into a wall.
"I thought I told" my ass you thought you told me. you just wanted to see my look like a cpomplete idiot. Didn't you you son of a bitch!?
I didn't mean that. Yes I did. ok I did but i ment it with love.
ARRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!! MEN!

Bla...Bla.. Bla

yeah so im bloging along when all of the sudden i forget what i was blogging about so it must have not been that important. oh well whatever.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006


why do some guys have to be just dicks?
so i found out this certain guy in the in drama liked want to date me but he wopnt ask me out because i wont sleep with him. what a fuck head.

Yay for Sakespeare

Sa=hakespeare kicked ass it was so much fun.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I'm so excited!

Yay we leave for Shakespeare comp. tomarrow. I cant believe its finally here. I'm kind of nervous tho . But what the heck it will still be fun. I hope Jessika doesn't bring "Jack" tho becuase if Criman found out we would all get f**ked.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Does anyone care?

I dont even think anyone cares. I feel like im being left out of the loop. I thought things would change for the better when my friend moved back from Cali. but not things changed at all. I still I have no one to talk. hecne the creation of this blog. I wish I knew what my peers opinions about me were then it might be easier to determine what to do with my life.