O MY FING HELL!

GAHHH!!! you go out with someone for two days and you get compare/called to/ an egotistical jerk! people need to mind there own business and stay out of other people's. And curtin people need to stop being so fucking pessamistic it's really pissing me off if i want to talk to you ill fucking talk to you other wise leave me the hell alone. and no i dont like you like that i just want to be friends isnt that good enough for you? why cant i make you happy? anything and everything i do makes you depressed maybe you should get that checked out you bi-polar son of a bitch! if i dont want to be in a relationship with you just except it there are other prefectly good women out there and i dont there are one that are better looking then me.

*sigh* ive had a bad week. first Tom comparing me to Chase because I broke up with kyle over a fucking texted message so that was a bad move on my part so sue me! Tom needs to mind his business. And then there is kyle I love that boy but sometimes he makes me want to rip off his little pessamistic balls and shove them down his throat. he was to talk to me and just because i told him it probly wouldnt be right away because ive got alot of shit i need to do he atomaticlly thinks it's never going to happen and that the fucking world is goin to come to end. God forrbid i dont talk to him or his life will go to shit.

that was a good rant i feel some what better now.

I gave my childhood away, there is no turning back now. I forever have to live with my mistakes.

I've done something terribly stupid. It is something I forever will regret. Somwthing that could ruin my life and my body. It's supposed to be beautiful, passionate, and loving. Shared to symbolize love and companionship. It shouldnt be done out of lust and frustration. This undoable mistake could turn my life upside down in little less than a year. It can make or take lives.

I've got a little secret....

I've got a little secret and I will never tell... It's mine to keep forever and never, never tell. I've promised to keep it and keep it I shall.

HAHAHA RAPE!

hehehe Jessy thought someone was getting raped but it was only little old me saying hi.lmao

I love Boondock Saints

Thank you Jessy for Showing me this movie i fing love it! :)

I dont know why he as such power over me

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well ain't i just one big fucking ball of emotions?! I dont understand why Kendall has such an affect on me but he does and it makes me sad.

So my life has been rated, I think it lies...

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5
Mind:	4.1
Body:	4.6
Spirit:	4.6
Friends/Family:	7.3
Love:	4.6
Finance:	2.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

THOMAS CHERRY!!!!!

Thomas Cherry is an fucking egotistcal, cockey son of a bitch. He thinks he's god and that he can control everyone and everything. He thinks he knows every thing. He pisses me off screw tactics. Some thing hasnt to be done to damage the fastly growing ego of his.
GRARRRARRRRGGARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!

I apologize for any person, place, or thing harmed in the making of this blog post (Except Tom at the moment I wouldnt care if he burned in the deepest darkest depths of Hell...) Love Danee

I am not readable...

At least i dont think I am. Im only readable if I want to be right?
I hope my life isnt one big open book that would suck ass...

It just seems like...

He doesn't want to talk to me. When were around each other it's like some one's just died. I wish I knew what was up. I enjoy being around him. He was something(one) I felt secure about in my life, I felt that he was a person a could trust, that he was a person I was safe around. But now I feel confused, alone, forgotten, unable to emote. What do I do and how do I do it? I want to make things un akward between us. I wonder if I'm sending off a creepy stalker vibe that's the last thing i would want to do.

I don't know what I did....

iI don't know what I did but ever since I told Kendall I liked him things have been kind of akward between us even though he said they wouldn't be. I dont know waht to do about it. I think I'm going to talk to him about it though. Hopefully things dont become even more akward.

What have I done to desevre this...

I want to know what I did to desevre this kind of treatment by my parents.
This sudden distrust in me is cruel.
Yesterday I was helping Kendall with a show at the scera, my parents knew I was there and they told me to be haome by ten. the show went late and i was home at eleven. I got grounded for a week i can except that but this morning I left my house in a rage because I got in a fight with my grandmother who accused me of lying about going to the scera last night and that it was all a set up so i could go behind her back and meet up with some boy to do who knows what with. I makes me angery to know that my parents dont trust me when i have done nothing to desevre their distrust.FUCK!!!! Ill be so glad when im 18 and i dont have to listen to them any more

Weebls Stuff - Crabs

Weebls Stuff - Crabs
Hehehehe I think this is funny!

I think I broke his heart...

This email makes me sad:

Danee,
It’s okay, you don’t have to lie. You are suddenly acting differently then normal; I have to assume that you have talked to Jessamyn. She hates me and if you talked to her, I have to assume that you do to. I think that she has a twisted view of who I really am, she has based her view of my entire character off of one small string of events. I don’t think that any explanation on my part is going to change your mind. You have no reason to doubt what Jessy says other then my word. I like you and am sorry to find that you no longer return any further interest.
I don’t expect you to respond but if you decide to, will you tell me what she said that about me. I am interested to know what she thinks. I don’t expect her to tell me, even if I asked. Sorry I wasted your time.

--Alex
I think I broke the poor boy's heart.

A new addtion to my man sundae.

I've made a new addtion to my chocolate man sundae. And his name is Jordon.
He is BEAUTIFUL. I have yet to find a flaw in him.

How do I tell him.

Sticking to the thought of getting over"him" I've found some one I think i like but I just dont know how to tell him because I think he's already sort of involved with someone. But i could be wrong. There is hope in this situation and that's a good thing. i just have to find the right words and the courage to tell him my feelings. But I think we need to get a bit better acuanted before i'll do anything but it's comming along.

My New Year's Resolution.

I've come to the conclusion that i need to forget "him" and move on if i dont i will never learn to love again. so forget, forgive and move on.