Wednesday, January 17, 2007

What have I done to desevre this...

I want to know what I did to desevre this kind of treatment by my parents.
This sudden distrust in me is cruel.
Yesterday I was helping Kendall with a show at the scera, my parents knew I was there and they told me to be haome by ten. the show went late and i was home at eleven. I got grounded for a week i can except that but this morning I left my house in a rage because I got in a fight with my grandmother who accused me of lying about going to the scera last night and that it was all a set up so i could go behind her back and meet up with some boy to do who knows what with. I makes me angery to know that my parents dont trust me when i have done nothing to desevre their distrust.FUCK!!!! Ill be so glad when im 18 and i dont have to listen to them any more

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Weebls Stuff - Crabs

Weebls Stuff - Crabs
Hehehehe I think this is funny!

I think I broke his heart...

This email makes me sad:

It’s okay, you don’t have to lie. You are suddenly acting differently then normal; I have to assume that you have talked to Jessamyn. She hates me and if you talked to her, I have to assume that you do to. I think that she has a twisted view of who I really am, she has based her view of my entire character off of one small string of events. I don’t think that any explanation on my part is going to change your mind. You have no reason to doubt what Jessy says other then my word. I like you and am sorry to find that you no longer return any further interest.
I don’t expect you to respond but if you decide to, will you tell me what she said that about me. I am interested to know what she thinks. I don’t expect her to tell me, even if I asked. Sorry I wasted your time.

I think I broke the poor boy's heart.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

A new addtion to my man sundae.

I've made a new addtion to my chocolate man sundae. And his name is Jordon.
He is BEAUTIFUL. I have yet to find a flaw in him.

How do I tell him.

Sticking to the thought of getting over"him" I've found some one I think i like but I just dont know how to tell him because I think he's already sort of involved with someone. But i could be wrong. There is hope in this situation and that's a good thing. i just have to find the right words and the courage to tell him my feelings. But I think we need to get a bit better acuanted before i'll do anything but it's comming along.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

My New Year's Resolution.

I've come to the conclusion that i need to forget "him" and move on if i dont i will never learn to love again. so forget, forgive and move on.