Trust is a very strong word...

Trust is a very storng word to be using so freely. When I told him I trusted him I thought I ment it, but maybe I should have thought about it a bit more.

Fuck how could I be so dumb

After I was in a deep chat with Aj via messanger monday night I was told that I still had a chance with him. But after reading Jessy's last post( love you!) thingz are rather confusing.
FUCK! My brain hurts, to much to think about oh well. I should have knowen though. AJ is a pathilogical flirt. and I knew he liked Jessy, I KNEW! I can only blam myself for what has happened.

I made it!

I made it in Macbeth! That makes me happy. Im playing the Doctor.

umm...ok

So about my last blog i was in a akward mood so ignore it